Sabado, Hulyo 20, 2013
a saturday break
started off being late in a class started teaching at 4:30am then finished at 12 .. went to see ms tess and headed for danao.. great day indeed!! Being able to cast the sea and eating seafood in the port. Taking pictures and stuff... to rewind i went to danao for getting my incentives and money.. haha st peter has been spoiling me with this income which is very helpful indeed .. went on a day went to voim and got to see chai where we were supposed to go to minglanilla for a halohalo but it seems the weather didnt agree with us .. we travelled hard so difficult to pass anywhere that is really crazy.. well we eat at this certain atcha pizzeria which serves a reasonable pizza. With great lazana.. it wasnt a bad saturday after all.
Biyernes, Hulyo 19, 2013
Emptiness
When you seem to be alone, a feeling of need that someone will understand the things u don't understand... Crying yourself to bed and sobbing like u are in depth of hurt but u don't know what Is hurting u.. Feeling your weakness and that only one person u thought will ask you and complain of what's going on.. When all u want for the person to do is to know what you are better at.. When u are good at fighting and argument and this is the only time u are tired of it.. And you wanna stop hearing same words from the person when argument is. Going on.... It is so weak they ask u back what they could do when u hoped them they can know what may comfort you... When crying hard is just the only thing because talking to them would make things worst.. I fear no one can ever take care of me as I sent my soul asleep and praying that I won't see daylight again...
Days are passing so fast. It was just ages when sue and i were talking about philipines..well pictures will be coming..a week from now they will.be arriving.. and i cant wait to show them the beauty my country has to offer. I hope to give them an enjoyable trip like no other.. i am glad that with them ill be sending my break!
Lunes, Marso 25, 2013
DAD
When we look back of our younger days we see our father as a fiercesome being that we look up to. As days passed by my dad became the weakest one. Back in 2009, he was diagnosed as the youngest diabetic patient in SOTTO Hospital at the age of 33. We were confident and not worrying about that much. We haven't dwelt on the problem until he was having too much dizziness, frequent hospitalization for highblood pressure and difficulty of breathing. The dreadful time was on March 2012 when he was diagnosed for his Chronic Kidney Failure and was asked for a operation leading for a hemodialysis lifetime. It was a decision strongly made by him that he wants it.
As he had the operation things and money were spent, but really the Government has helped a lot for the expenses. Philhealth has made a great job and role in making all these interventions possible. We paid only 40% of the whole amount that supposedly to be paid.
As the months went along, dad had to go another procedure which will be a lifetime committment for the family, and we had a great idea how to do it. It has been a big surprised for everyone that we could have a chance of getting him well enough in his young age of 45.
We need this 260K for his operation, since yesterday we are oblige to our quest solving this problem , well maybe we can say it is a blessing though. We cried for the big possibilities of making our brother as a donor cause none of the working siblings can somehow. each ahs to contribute..
My brother maybe as I think has been unfortunate, as a sister I will always give him love and care as much as i can. So having this instant will give us a committment towards him for all his life. getting what is for your body and enduring the pain of an operation is such a very sad thing. It maybe a greatest sacrifice for a child to his parents. But still I feel sad of having such option. Maybe I could be the second one, I maybe scared of the pain, having this but for him maybe I could endure. Crazy but true this is a test of being a family. I understand the word now , so true and so rigid.. We are just fragile people that need to fill up one another..
As he had the operation things and money were spent, but really the Government has helped a lot for the expenses. Philhealth has made a great job and role in making all these interventions possible. We paid only 40% of the whole amount that supposedly to be paid.
As the months went along, dad had to go another procedure which will be a lifetime committment for the family, and we had a great idea how to do it. It has been a big surprised for everyone that we could have a chance of getting him well enough in his young age of 45.
We need this 260K for his operation, since yesterday we are oblige to our quest solving this problem , well maybe we can say it is a blessing though. We cried for the big possibilities of making our brother as a donor cause none of the working siblings can somehow. each ahs to contribute..
My brother maybe as I think has been unfortunate, as a sister I will always give him love and care as much as i can. So having this instant will give us a committment towards him for all his life. getting what is for your body and enduring the pain of an operation is such a very sad thing. It maybe a greatest sacrifice for a child to his parents. But still I feel sad of having such option. Maybe I could be the second one, I maybe scared of the pain, having this but for him maybe I could endure. Crazy but true this is a test of being a family. I understand the word now , so true and so rigid.. We are just fragile people that need to fill up one another..
Huwebes, Marso 21, 2013
Grey Hair
The family. We were a strange little band of characters trudging through life sharing diseases and toothpaste, coveting one another's desserts, hiding shampoo, borrowing money, locking each other out of our rooms, inflicting pain and kissing to heal it in the same instant, loving, laughing, defending, and trying to figure out the common thread that bound us all together. ~Erma Bombeck
I haven't worried much about my parents much. Just that they gouge me all the time about the things they have done to me. It is a very typical thing that parent usually do in the Philippines. But as I grow old I realize how parents love their kids and even then they gouge them it never be a measure that they are gouging about such situation.
I grow in a young parent family, they got married at their teenage years. Raising kids with their hair darker than ever. I got a young mom mostly thought about being my older sister. I remember the time when my mom was still 25 and their are boys telling me to say "hi" to my sister. My dad was immature and inadequate to be a father of 4 then. I vividly recall the memories with his mistress in some mall here in Cebu. (If I say it again he got easily pissed off about the experience.)
As I aged, notice the grey hair growing on my parents' forehead. Getting my father back and forth in the hospital for his hemodialysis would not be a piece of cake. Realizing on day , oh my I am getting old, and so are they. It is not an impeccable world. I have all my selfishness and they have theirs. We don't get along very fine because of some issues of my education. But I tried hard to help them even sometimes it is very unclear to see.
The other day I went to my brother's ringhop party, I reflected my parents' greatness. They gave their love and support to us. It is not an easy journey, and we are not there yet. But as years unfold and as our great worry of my father's counted years, my brother made me realize how important my parents are. How those grey hair compelled me of giving them joy and happiness while they are here.
Fights and misunderstanding never water down a parent unconditional love for their kids. UNCONDITIONAL does not necessarily mean that parents will not pressure and demand something from their children. It means whatever the child do opposite to their will, they get angry , affected, exhausted and devastated, thus it results to shouting, castration, cursing, hitting and moving out. But still after quite a while when you back to your doorstep it seems nothing happened. They will talk to you as if you never did anything.
They blunder and thwart things but seemingly they are also learning about life similarly to what we are doing. It vexed me whenever times called me to do something especially that time is when they say it. I am afraid I am addicted to the serum of making them happy but my brother's actions telling me "I will make them happy they are the one who did something doting and gumpted along way not just a nobody".
My parents gave a gift of having wonderful siblings. We fight and exchange words but they never fail me to be happy whenever they are around. They have their on flaws and as well I do.
My dad flails his annoying comment most of the time. Looking at him the scary man in my past. Who is immature and incompetent as my dad. BUt above all he is man who worked abroad to set a better future for the family. He is the man with inniative and guts to justify his actions. He is someone we call when theirare difficult things to handle.
I remembered the day when my mother announced to my dad that I need to have a COLONOSCOPY. My dad didnt understand it but he cried and say "mura man na ug grabe nga sakit". My mom said its not a disease it is a procedure to be done. I got teary eye whenever I recall this memory. Now he is sick and we are maybe counting the years he spend with us. I am making sure he makes memories even he is mostly annoying. He want to fight with this disease, we are planning to give him a transplant. But it takes money for us to pay such. I am afraid that I will wake up one day , dreadful thing will happen.
Yes it happens to everyone, but the pain it would cause to our hearts will be excruciating then. Gradually, I envisage about making those grey hair wipe away with happiness on their faces. It may be and mostly material but more importantly it would make them smile every single day.
“One day you will do things for me that you hate. That is what it means to be family.”
― Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything Is Illuminated
I haven't worried much about my parents much. Just that they gouge me all the time about the things they have done to me. It is a very typical thing that parent usually do in the Philippines. But as I grow old I realize how parents love their kids and even then they gouge them it never be a measure that they are gouging about such situation.
I grow in a young parent family, they got married at their teenage years. Raising kids with their hair darker than ever. I got a young mom mostly thought about being my older sister. I remember the time when my mom was still 25 and their are boys telling me to say "hi" to my sister. My dad was immature and inadequate to be a father of 4 then. I vividly recall the memories with his mistress in some mall here in Cebu. (If I say it again he got easily pissed off about the experience.)
As I aged, notice the grey hair growing on my parents' forehead. Getting my father back and forth in the hospital for his hemodialysis would not be a piece of cake. Realizing on day , oh my I am getting old, and so are they. It is not an impeccable world. I have all my selfishness and they have theirs. We don't get along very fine because of some issues of my education. But I tried hard to help them even sometimes it is very unclear to see.
The other day I went to my brother's ringhop party, I reflected my parents' greatness. They gave their love and support to us. It is not an easy journey, and we are not there yet. But as years unfold and as our great worry of my father's counted years, my brother made me realize how important my parents are. How those grey hair compelled me of giving them joy and happiness while they are here.
Fights and misunderstanding never water down a parent unconditional love for their kids. UNCONDITIONAL does not necessarily mean that parents will not pressure and demand something from their children. It means whatever the child do opposite to their will, they get angry , affected, exhausted and devastated, thus it results to shouting, castration, cursing, hitting and moving out. But still after quite a while when you back to your doorstep it seems nothing happened. They will talk to you as if you never did anything.
They blunder and thwart things but seemingly they are also learning about life similarly to what we are doing. It vexed me whenever times called me to do something especially that time is when they say it. I am afraid I am addicted to the serum of making them happy but my brother's actions telling me "I will make them happy they are the one who did something doting and gumpted along way not just a nobody".
My parents gave a gift of having wonderful siblings. We fight and exchange words but they never fail me to be happy whenever they are around. They have their on flaws and as well I do.
My dad flails his annoying comment most of the time. Looking at him the scary man in my past. Who is immature and incompetent as my dad. BUt above all he is man who worked abroad to set a better future for the family. He is the man with inniative and guts to justify his actions. He is someone we call when theirare difficult things to handle.
I remembered the day when my mother announced to my dad that I need to have a COLONOSCOPY. My dad didnt understand it but he cried and say "mura man na ug grabe nga sakit". My mom said its not a disease it is a procedure to be done. I got teary eye whenever I recall this memory. Now he is sick and we are maybe counting the years he spend with us. I am making sure he makes memories even he is mostly annoying. He want to fight with this disease, we are planning to give him a transplant. But it takes money for us to pay such. I am afraid that I will wake up one day , dreadful thing will happen.
Yes it happens to everyone, but the pain it would cause to our hearts will be excruciating then. Gradually, I envisage about making those grey hair wipe away with happiness on their faces. It may be and mostly material but more importantly it would make them smile every single day.
“One day you will do things for me that you hate. That is what it means to be family.”
― Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything Is Illuminated
Linggo, Marso 17, 2013
Crazy analysis
It has never been so long since I posted such blog, I am a proud sister of today reason I am back. A little bit of achievement brought to the senses of the family. Even this kid is kinda hardheaded in his decision making and though fights come around sometimes it wasn't that unfortunate for this relatedness. I have a great question in my mind that hasn't been asked and figured out and will never be probably, how God created siblings how does he assigned us to a certain household how does he even figure out about on which number are we gonna be?? Perhaps it has a great compelling. When he arranged those numbers and parents for each kid. I always think that siblings are greatest gift they are simply the one you bullied while in your young year with me I am the eldest so I do a lot of it those times. They are one of the reasons I get up and work where I already tried my best to finish school because my mom said I can be a good role model. I am and I will always be I guess. We had big fights but why it is the easiest thing and the easiest person to forgive. A small saying of sorry melts heart and tears come running down. They are basically people That has the same DNA structure blood composition flowing your veins. earnestly, they are people whom you shared your most unforgettable childhood happy or not. I remembered the times when they feared me like a devil , I throw things on them If my demands weren't met.. It was a fretting idea but scary and traumatic for them. I was the evil and my mom was an angel. Sucks for them when they have to eat their meals in a day and I will be feeding them. It was a martial law punishments are great and freedom is not an option. Where in tv is a price. And smiles are scare. But I am happy that we all grown up as friends, me realizing how great and complete it would be to have them.
Martes, Pebrero 26, 2013
I pause and stop, fancying the house i could live and call my own. How could I make this through. Went on a tour with my parents choosing what fits us.
I had a big fight with my brother which i never wanted but I wanted. So confusing though.. And then suddenly I cant sleep thinking about buying my own..
How? When? These are really for adults how could I have this motivation..making my head aches.
I had a big fight with my brother which i never wanted but I wanted. So confusing though.. And then suddenly I cant sleep thinking about buying my own..
How? When? These are really for adults how could I have this motivation..making my head aches.
Miyerkules, Enero 30, 2013
Sometimes I am very amicable. When it comes to that I try my best to please people. Such day I have to cook this Omelet added with beefloaf and dried fish.
How to cook the OMELET.
1. Prepare cut beef loaf, mixed vegetables and beaten egg.
2. Heat the pan and put some oil.
3. Mix the ingredients together
4. Put a part of the mixed ingredients into the pan
5. Wait for 2 minutes then turn it into the other side.
6. Done
The dried fish is very to cook only to fry it.
Well it is really good to have this morning...had a massage yesterday as well.
How to cook the OMELET.
1. Prepare cut beef loaf, mixed vegetables and beaten egg.
2. Heat the pan and put some oil.
3. Mix the ingredients together
4. Put a part of the mixed ingredients into the pan
5. Wait for 2 minutes then turn it into the other side.
6. Done
The dried fish is very to cook only to fry it.
Well it is really good to have this morning...had a massage yesterday as well.
Linggo, Enero 27, 2013
Another Chapter
I am a bit pain, with this entrenched and bleak feeling within.
I dont know but seems the relationship has been crashing.
As I fully understand that my importance is not to his care.
I am a selfish damn bitch and not easily engrossed with things.
Somehow I need someone who could care enough and then eventually I care for them.
In this vague week, things suddenly change when one that keeps me satisfied has been deprived to me in terms.
Having money is so fulfilling, but having no time is damn bitching..
I am addicted with money but I always make sure I have time for such.
But I am not expecting for him to have the opposite excuse in this week time.
I can contain and endure the feeling of his lost but the lack of his time, toleration is I cant have.
I am sad deep within, but maybe a time for me to think.
A sad fact but have to be isolated from such a person that was important and trying to get over with such wasting rush beating.
I am sorry but I still care, but it seems time somehow maybe a problem. I let you explain but you ignore so time for me to keep my distant..
Maybe I will be back soon but maybe not...
Dash
I dont know but seems the relationship has been crashing.
As I fully understand that my importance is not to his care.
I am a selfish damn bitch and not easily engrossed with things.
Somehow I need someone who could care enough and then eventually I care for them.
In this vague week, things suddenly change when one that keeps me satisfied has been deprived to me in terms.
Having money is so fulfilling, but having no time is damn bitching..
I am addicted with money but I always make sure I have time for such.
But I am not expecting for him to have the opposite excuse in this week time.
I can contain and endure the feeling of his lost but the lack of his time, toleration is I cant have.
I am sad deep within, but maybe a time for me to think.
A sad fact but have to be isolated from such a person that was important and trying to get over with such wasting rush beating.
I am sorry but I still care, but it seems time somehow maybe a problem. I let you explain but you ignore so time for me to keep my distant..
Maybe I will be back soon but maybe not...
Dash
Biyernes, Enero 25, 2013
Time
Love is time...Even how bad we need money but we must balance things out... And excuse of earning without so a person can care is a BULLSHIT..
I am entrenched with this emotion at the moment. I understand how bleak the future for the two but making it blurrier is a HECK.. Chasing pavements with this chaotic stability, emotionally financially might be to its end.. If I cool down I'll be in touch. But what have this person doing is not my cup of tea.
FUCKED UP!..too much grudge i feel since then is like hitting it. Crashing, damn i wish to ask for another. Letting go is a thing i should have done but the time and care that you have given is something stopping me. But here we are you lost it and cant let that pass goodluck!!!
I hate you at this moment ohh dear...
I am entrenched with this emotion at the moment. I understand how bleak the future for the two but making it blurrier is a HECK.. Chasing pavements with this chaotic stability, emotionally financially might be to its end.. If I cool down I'll be in touch. But what have this person doing is not my cup of tea.
FUCKED UP!..too much grudge i feel since then is like hitting it. Crashing, damn i wish to ask for another. Letting go is a thing i should have done but the time and care that you have given is something stopping me. But here we are you lost it and cant let that pass goodluck!!!
I hate you at this moment ohh dear...
Miyerkules, Enero 23, 2013
CUPCAKERY: sweet thoughts
I got a visit from my cousin from Davao, well it is a drop by visit. She came here for an educational tour for her IT course. Well, one of her statement from her tour is that the BIGFOOT building near my place which was built since back in highschool was built for the VISIT of the president of the Philippines ( I laugh loudly.) I havent heard that story, but I maybe object to that. Bigfoot is a place here where foreigners study FILMING..
Founded in April 2004, the International Academy of Film and Television is Hollywood in Asia. Located on the island of Mactan in Cebu, Philippines, this seaside campus offers the latest resources in film production technology, including a sound stage, a shooting stage and state-of-the-art postproduction facilities (http://www.bigfoot.com/oc-film-school.php).
When i got home I saw my old friend, and owner of my flat baking some good cupcakes. Well, she is baking to sell it. Those were good I came over and had a chit chat ended up a 2 hours chitchat. I was watching them baking and then tried some frost designing my own cupcake. It was good for me in my level (hhahaa). Steps that she told me...
1. Just hold the molder (I dont know how she called that) then pressed it gently.
2. It should be in two hands. There will be another hand assisting the other.
3. You should release it gently
4. Put some toppings for a design for every cake.
I was having a great time not knowing the time had passed. Have to wake up at 4am for my classes. ..Yahoo! It was satisfying even knowing so.. I made these for the very first time. It wasnt perfect or nice but I am excited to express these pictures on this blog... TAAAAAAAAAAAAARAAAAAAAAAAAANT!
Thanks RIZZA CARINA...for giving me a chance to somehow mess up with those butter and flour...
Martes, Enero 22, 2013
A FAILURE IS A GREAT ATTEMPT
Having this St.PETER proposal to a friend's house.Well the friend told me she will sgn the contract but instead of her since she is there abroad her mom is going to. Well, sadly today is a failure, her mom told me i just wait for her to get back in maybe 6 months time. I had a very hectic time and I chose to visit their house because of this. It did disappoint me. But this is trying though. I am truly helping friends at this side but why cant they see the beauty of this insurance... Things happen I always say that. Its better to be prepared...
Had a class with my Italian student today which was indeed fun...
:-)
Had a class with my Italian student today which was indeed fun...
:-)
Lunes, Enero 21, 2013
Proud of You
He was so different when I first met him.. He maybe is not that attractive and tall. But his patience is the most longest amongst all.. He is very nice, well his humor had fade since then. I may have said wrong things and devastating things for him and about him but he is someone i look up to. He is kind and he is not perfect, not too scary huh... He is a motivated individual. Needs a little push but he is talented indeed!!..
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He is the kindest person ever, maybe lacks a little initiative but he does well his own. I love him and he isnt perfect but we make a perfect too.
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Linggo, Enero 20, 2013
Earning is worth it when you make it worth while
A celebrated day in Cebu, well a celebrated day as well to explore my business style. Got up 3:00am in the morning, heads up my brother that we're gonna be early to sell stuff. Got in our cab, long ride. My boyfriend just got late thought he cant get up so left him till he texted and we arrived we are supposed to be.
Seeing thousands flock for the mass. Yeah, i might not be a Christian or else but I adore those fellows who sacrifice their nights and hours to go to the holy house. Visualizing some masks for sale, fan, taho, pungko-pungko,necklaces, tribal stuff and etc. The wind smells like a year ago.
As we started our selling water, we emerged to be happy and satisfied. Well there are those irritating people, but enduring the heat and them is badly needed for this fun day.
As I continue to see people passed by I am fully satisfied with the elucidating thought. Oh, maybe those folks are smirking for my thing but well as my cliche goes, I am busy earning while they are busy spending.
Splendid, Ain had a very engorge voice by the end of the day, shouting that we had marked down our bottled water price.
Now lets touch a bit of economy-politics here. Since the sin tax has been apprehended recently by the government, increasing the prices of the most popular brand MALBORO < HOPE and let us include FORTUNE doubling their prices, it has affect the choices of the people. Indeed, a big proof that well even how much you want it, it still depend on how your pocket can afford it.
As the selling continues, we have to leave early at 4pm, setting off is a choice, I have 8 classes waiting for me at 7pm. Well, its a big money after all, since I am very intense in earning because of such need I have for my multicab to pay my dues, and insurances, have to work my buts out.
Still living and fighting each day. making my choices again like this day, is what I am going to look forward for tomorrow..
Signing off
11:40pm
Dash
Seeing thousands flock for the mass. Yeah, i might not be a Christian or else but I adore those fellows who sacrifice their nights and hours to go to the holy house. Visualizing some masks for sale, fan, taho, pungko-pungko,necklaces, tribal stuff and etc. The wind smells like a year ago.
As we started our selling water, we emerged to be happy and satisfied. Well there are those irritating people, but enduring the heat and them is badly needed for this fun day.
As I continue to see people passed by I am fully satisfied with the elucidating thought. Oh, maybe those folks are smirking for my thing but well as my cliche goes, I am busy earning while they are busy spending.
Splendid, Ain had a very engorge voice by the end of the day, shouting that we had marked down our bottled water price.
Now lets touch a bit of economy-politics here. Since the sin tax has been apprehended recently by the government, increasing the prices of the most popular brand MALBORO < HOPE and let us include FORTUNE doubling their prices, it has affect the choices of the people. Indeed, a big proof that well even how much you want it, it still depend on how your pocket can afford it.
As the selling continues, we have to leave early at 4pm, setting off is a choice, I have 8 classes waiting for me at 7pm. Well, its a big money after all, since I am very intense in earning because of such need I have for my multicab to pay my dues, and insurances, have to work my buts out.
Still living and fighting each day. making my choices again like this day, is what I am going to look forward for tomorrow..
Signing off
11:40pm
Dash
Miyerkules, Enero 16, 2013
FIGHTING!
I have spent working my ass for my progress. It was a fun life. Exhausting, tiresome, busy and a roller coaster ride as ever. Got my youth filled with alcohol and fun. i did my best to grow up and be mesmerize towards things friends party and job.
Later it got serious when I started sending my brother to school, fortunately surviving 2 jobs and sometimes 3, cause the University is very expensive indeed. Maybe my folks tell me I am a failure of my career as a nurse but damn I am earning for those kids I called siblings. Turned out every now and then catfights emerged and rotten the relationship between my folks and I. eventually. Since I graduated i moved out form the house. Helping and enduring things well is my greatest achievement.
Recently planning to have a typical successful life to be a teacher must be the force of keeping me with a gogo!..
But today felt that its still vague, I handle problems alone, financially no one could be there for me. I asked favor, big favors and huge one. This might be crazy as it sounds but i am still thinking how to make our house renovated even i dont have money. On the other hand, I wanna travel till I drop. Five times a day I ask myself sickened of these penurious and rumbled pieces " when will I be rich?" hahhaha..
But hoping, thank you for the skills that God bestowed me. I need more guts and wisdom. One day I will be looking at this part reflecting about how did I get through with this question. (hoping the answer is around the corner.)
Later it got serious when I started sending my brother to school, fortunately surviving 2 jobs and sometimes 3, cause the University is very expensive indeed. Maybe my folks tell me I am a failure of my career as a nurse but damn I am earning for those kids I called siblings. Turned out every now and then catfights emerged and rotten the relationship between my folks and I. eventually. Since I graduated i moved out form the house. Helping and enduring things well is my greatest achievement.
Recently planning to have a typical successful life to be a teacher must be the force of keeping me with a gogo!..
But today felt that its still vague, I handle problems alone, financially no one could be there for me. I asked favor, big favors and huge one. This might be crazy as it sounds but i am still thinking how to make our house renovated even i dont have money. On the other hand, I wanna travel till I drop. Five times a day I ask myself sickened of these penurious and rumbled pieces " when will I be rich?" hahhaha..
Martes, Enero 15, 2013
Perunious
Battling with my fears inside...
I have to get up early damn single day, starting with these sleepy eyes.
I thank to these students who keep my day pumping. Creating the great future do I have to be suffering at the moment. Loneliness is not my battle but earning it may be. But I always feel there is always a light on the end
of this tunnel and it might be.
Starting this day with a laugh and smile. Thank you God for the gift my heartfelt gratitude I lift. I will reach this big goal in 2013 by time I will have my plan fixed and consistent... I would not rumble with those irregardless with any thoughts...
Study study i will do such....March 10 is coming fast...
I have to get up early damn single day, starting with these sleepy eyes.
I thank to these students who keep my day pumping. Creating the great future do I have to be suffering at the moment. Loneliness is not my battle but earning it may be. But I always feel there is always a light on the end
of this tunnel and it might be.
Starting this day with a laugh and smile. Thank you God for the gift my heartfelt gratitude I lift. I will reach this big goal in 2013 by time I will have my plan fixed and consistent... I would not rumble with those irregardless with any thoughts...
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