Emptiness

When you seem to be alone, a feeling of need that someone will understand the things u don't understand... Crying yourself to bed and sobbing like u are in depth of hurt but u don't know what Is hurting u.. Feeling your weakness and that only one person u thought will ask you and complain of what's going on.. When all u want for the person to do is to know what you are better at.. When u are good at fighting and argument and this is the only time u are tired of it.. And you wanna stop hearing same words from the person when argument is. Going on.... It is so weak they ask u back what they could do when u hoped them they can know what may comfort you... When crying hard is just the only thing because talking to them would make things worst.. I fear no one can ever take care of me as I sent my soul asleep and praying that I won't see daylight again...