FIGHTING!

I have spent working my ass for my progress. It was a fun life. Exhausting, tiresome, busy and a roller coaster ride as ever.  Got my youth filled with alcohol and fun. i did my best to grow up and be mesmerize towards things friends party and job.
Later it got serious when I started sending my brother to school, fortunately surviving 2 jobs and sometimes 3, cause the University is very expensive indeed. Maybe my folks tell me I am a failure of my career as a nurse but damn I am earning for those kids I called siblings. Turned out every now and then catfights emerged and rotten the relationship between my folks and I. eventually. Since I graduated i moved out form the house.  Helping and enduring things well is my greatest achievement.
Recently planning to have a typical successful life to be a teacher must be the force of keeping me with a gogo!..
But today felt that its still vague, I handle problems alone, financially no one could be there for me. I asked  favor, big favors and huge one. This might be crazy as it sounds but i am still thinking how to make our house renovated even i dont have money. On the other hand, I wanna travel till I drop. Five times a day I ask myself sickened of these penurious and rumbled pieces " when will I be rich?" hahhaha..

But hoping, thank you for the skills that God bestowed me. I need more guts and wisdom. One day I will be looking at this part reflecting about how did I get through with this question. (hoping the answer is around the corner.)