Crazy analysis

It has never been so long since I posted such blog, I am a proud sister of today reason I am back. A little bit of achievement brought to the senses of the family. Even this kid is kinda hardheaded in his decision making and though fights come around sometimes it wasn't that unfortunate for this relatedness. I have a great question in my mind that hasn't been asked and figured out and will never be probably, how God created siblings how does he assigned us to a certain household how does he even figure out about on which number are we gonna be?? Perhaps it has a great compelling. When he arranged those numbers and parents for each kid. I always think that siblings are greatest gift they are simply the one you bullied while in your young year with me I am the eldest so I do a lot of it those times. They are one of the reasons I get up and work where I already tried my best to finish school because my mom said I can be a good role model. I am and I will always be I guess. We had big fights but why it is the easiest thing and the easiest person to forgive. A small saying of sorry melts heart and tears come running down. They are basically people That has the same DNA structure blood composition flowing your veins. earnestly, they are people whom you shared your most unforgettable childhood happy or not. I remembered the times when they feared me like a devil , I throw things on them If my demands weren't met.. It was a fretting idea but scary and traumatic for them. I was the evil and my mom was an angel. Sucks for them when they have to eat their meals in a day and I will be feeding them. It was a martial law punishments are great and freedom is not an option. Where in tv is a price. And smiles are scare. But I am happy that we all grown up as friends, me realizing how great and complete it would be to have them.