a saturday break

started off being late in a class started teaching at 4:30am then finished at 12 .. went to see ms tess and headed for danao.. great day indeed!! Being able to cast the sea and eating seafood in the port. Taking pictures and stuff... to rewind i went to danao for getting my incentives and money.. haha st peter has been spoiling me with this income which is very helpful indeed .. went on a day went to voim and got to see chai where we were supposed to go to minglanilla for a halohalo but it seems the weather didnt agree with us .. we travelled hard so difficult to pass anywhere that is really crazy.. well we eat at this certain atcha pizzeria which serves a reasonable pizza. With great lazana.. it wasnt a bad saturday after all.

Emptiness

When you seem to be alone, a feeling of need that someone will understand the things u don't understand... Crying yourself to bed and sobbing like u are in depth of hurt but u don't know what Is hurting u.. Feeling your weakness and that only one person u thought will ask you and complain of what's going on.. When all u want for the person to do is to know what you are better at.. When u are good at fighting and argument and this is the only time u are tired of it.. And you wanna stop hearing same words from the person when argument is. Going on.... It is so weak they ask u back what they could do when u hoped them they can know what may comfort you... When crying hard is just the only thing because talking to them would make things worst.. I fear no one can ever take care of me as I sent my soul asleep and praying that I won't see daylight again...

Days are passing so fast. It was just ages when sue and i were talking about philipines..well pictures will be coming..a week from now they will.be arriving.. and i cant wait to show them the beauty my country has to offer. I hope to give them an enjoyable trip like no other.. i am glad that with them ill be sending my break!